Pushit -

I saw the gap again today

While you were begging me to stay

Begging not to make me enter

If I do we both may disappear

I will choke until I swallow...

Choke this infant here before me

What is this but my reflection?

Who am I to judge and strike you down?

But you're

Pushing and shoving me

Pushing and shoving me

Pushing and shoving me

Pushing and shoving me

Pushing and shoving me

But you didn't think

Push it on me

You still love me

You still love me

Rest your trigger on my finger

Bang my head upon the fault line

Take care not to make me enter

Because if I do we both may disappear

But you're pushing me

Pushing and shoving me

Pushing and shoving me

Pushing and shoving me

Pushing and shoving me

Pushing and shoving me

Shoving me.

Push it on me

Slipping back into the gap again

I'm alive when you're touching me

Alive when you're shoving me down

But I'd trade it all

For just a little bit of

Peace of mind

Put me somewhere I don't want to be

Seeing someplace I don't want to see

Never want to see that place again

Saw that gap again today

As you were begging me to stay

Managed to push myself away

And you, as well

If, when I say I may fade like a sigh if I stay

You minimize my movement anyway

I must persuade you another way

There's no love in fear

Staring down the hole again

Hands upon my back again

Survival is my only friend

Terrified of what may come

Just remember I will always love you

Even as I tear your fucking throat away

But it will end no other way