Cold Numbness - Totalselfhatred

Walking again in the pale morning

With this gnawing emptiness

Am I awake or still asleep?

Lost in twilight

Release me from this suffering

Self-inflicted loneliness

Sorrow

Nothing will be

Only shades of the past

Haunting me

Horrors and chills of a self-inflicted war

Einsamkeit, Leere

Sorrows and kills of self-inflicted war

Scratch marks on these desecrated walls

Sheltering my isolated mind

As the sparks of hope die under a rain of tears

Everything flowing into the cold numbness