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I’m not blending in

With all these wires tunneling through my skin

But I will soon

I’m alive, I’m alive, I’m alive

I try to relate

But there cares are alien

I feel alone

I’m so alone, I’m so alone, I’m so alone

And though I want

To share their joy

All my thoughts

Are so paranoid

I start out stiff

And then turn abrupt

I can never be

The one you love

So, download my dream

It’s not as eerie

As it seems

And then teach me how to speak

A language that I can only read

Scale up your wall

My sticky hands will never fall

I’ll be around

I’ll be around, I’ll be around, I’ll be around

Try to decide

If your fears are justified

You know they are

That they are, that they are, that they are

I feel the sun

I feel the breeze

I feel the shaking

In my knees

These violent thoughts

Can’t be repressed

Like my wired wounds

That can’t be dressed

So, download my dream

It’s not as eerie

As it seems

And then teach me how to speak

A language that I can only read

Sing to me now a love song, will you?

Hold me tight against your breast

I’m already out inside your garden

Close your eyes but can’t uninvent

I’m not blending in

With all these wires tunneling through my skin

But I will soon

I’m alive, I’m alive, I’m alive

I try to relate

But there cares are alien

I feel alone

I’m so alone, I’m so alone, I’m so alone

And though I want

To share their joy

All my thoughts

Are so paranoid

I start out stiff

And then turn abrupt

I can never be

The one you love