Half In Love With Leaving - Trembling Blue Stars

Shouldn’t I do something about

The road I’m on

Try to turn around

I don’t know that I want to

But maybe I ought to

Shouldn’t I be scared by how

Fear only makes itself

Known to me

At certain moments of clarity

That stop me feeling detached — where I’m almost carefree

Stop the noise in my head

Shock the numbness out of me — out of me

I’m half in love with leaving

With stealing away

I think about it every day