Fallin' - Trip Lee, J. Paul

I don’t really want it but it’s calling my name

«William you come and get me I can take away the pain

Come a little closer you got everything to gain»

But I got too much to lose I’m bout to go insane

I been here too many times got my head low

If I gave a dime for every time I’d be dead broke

I feel that battle in my soul the pressure closing in

My passions asking for a pass and I can’t hold it in

There I go again no self control again I’m too good at giving in

Feeling like throwing in the towel the guilt is closing in

Sometimes I climb the heights but I’m at my lowest sin

Cloaked in deception and overdosing on potent sin

I’m so gone baby wanna be home again

Wanna feel whole again come fill this hole again

Now I’m doubled over with my face in my knees

At your side is where I wanna be

But there I go again I’m falling

Face to the pavement

Once again faced with the same sin

(There I go again I’m falling)

I don’t think I’m a make it

Don’t know how much longer I can take it

(There I go again I’m falling)

So I’m caught up in this sin

I wonder if I see Your face again

(There I go again I’m falling)

Falling

There I go

Trying to keep it cool I don’t wanna lead em playing

But it’s hard to block out everything that she be saying

Look like keep coming baby just reach out an take my hand

There’s no need to fear me all I wanna do is dance

I believe the lie now I’m headed for my doom

They have finally got me locked and I’m bout to be consumed

Feeling like I’m watched by everybody in the room

Cause they know I’m a fake and if not they will soon

Have you ever felt like the walls finna close in

Shackles on your hands and your feet and your dozing

Sleep til the logic you possessed before all of the mess

Sound so be headed mess with the rest what’s left

Is a schizophrenic shell where a man once was

Now you get to see the damage your lust does

So now I’m doubled over with my face in my knees

At your side is where I wanna be

But there I go again I’m falling

Everytime I fall He go’n pick me up

The Lord is my shepherd homie He go’n pick me up

I fell into the trap again but He go’n pick me up

Remind me of His promises in Him I put my trust

I don’t never have to give in to the lies

I’m feasting on His word all my sin I do despise

So now I’m down before His throne praying on my knees

Asking Lord give me grace please

I don’t wanna be falling

So I gotta face this but I know there’s nothing that He can’t fix

(I don’t wanna be falling)

Looking to the cross where they placed Him

Cause I know His grace is amazing

(I don’t wanna be falling)

He’s covered all my sin

It’s gone never to be seen again

So Your calling

Calling

Me to You