What's on My Mind - Twiztid

My mind envisions a new scene

Infecting the mainstream, with the Friday the 13th, mixed with Halloween

Spill it on your screen

Let it bump through your speakers

Till you pause mesmerized like a deer up in the high beams

Walkin' through a daydream, maybe you’re asleep

Fuck it I don’t think it matters when you’re becoming a creep

What’s on my mind?

Horror, death, blood and violence

Divided by antrum, two moments of silence

Where I sit alone in a room in a chair and I stare

Into a mirror and communicate with a monster that’s there

And I’m scared to prepare the harness of death he requests

But it hurt cause he keeps blowing his way inside of my chest

And my mind says «Ah stop, it doesn’t really hurt

Shrug it off, don’t be a pussy, go put another shirt»

A few drops of blood that bleed from me all the time

Put down the knife, for now

That’s all my mind says while I’m dying

I don’t think you’re ready for goin' in my head

Instead you got a better chance of waking up the dead

Or maybe finding a monster living under your bed

Or unlocking the door that you’ve been really afraid to go in

Pop a ouji board on the floor with a friend

And contact the dead and let the questions begin

I’m so much worst than sin

So they keep me all locked up so you’ll never see me again

Feel like I’m always in a battle, it’s gettin' harder to handle

Like dripping wax from a candle, all I think about is hurting people

I’m not a hero, but they’re callin' me super evil

So I walk around with a cape and a xanax

Better keep me strapped to the mattress

And hope I never wake up from my dream with a sadness

But all I ever seem to see is a cloud of blackness

And my reality is just a catfish