Shade - Vatic

I’ll destroy myself by myself

Until the light hits my window pane

It seems to be another night that I didn’t fucking sleep again

I’m haunted by a funeral

A nightmare on repeat

And in my dreams I taste the blood while I am spitting out my teeth

I hope that you will see

The past will never change

It will remain the same

Please learn to live and let live on another day

Another day wasting away

I’m devoured

I’m decayed

And each breath’s a fucking shame

Each breath’s the fucking same

The road draws to a close

The path lost months ago

A better life; I’ll never know

Time ensnared in my disgrace

A fitting end now all to waste

Bleed me out

My mind will weep

A withered man I’ll ever be

A better man you’ll never see

I’ll bleed, a dark eternity

Waiting for honesty

Flayed through my skin

So selfishly

Another sleepless night bled from me, you parasite

Please just let me go

I can’t bear the silence in my head

Like the lead through my fucking skull

No

Please, oh please, oh please

Hear my misery and fucking end me