Threadfear - VIII

I oughtta tell you

'Bout a malady forced to bear

You oughtta know I

Got a mind set to sever the clear

Please

If you want me

Be sure, I know I’m flawed

Please

If you get close to me

Just let me in

If you knew what I have overcome

Would you lend me a little understanding?

The sound from your devious lips

Thread fear through my heart now

And turned to tear it again and again and again and again and again

Hollow words held hope

To care for my bleeding heart

A promise forgotten again and again

(Chaotic whispering)

What if I told you

That you’d live to see in me

A hopeless villain, destructive

Failing in her time of need

This past will seep through the present

Take it away

Leave me a lesson

My god, why must I see

All that I love

Always falling from me?

Now I know these demons crawl through me

They’re pushing me to the edge of sanity

The sound from my trembling lips

Thread fear through her heart now

And turned to tear it again and again and again and again and again

Frightened words held hope

To care for her bleeding heart

A sanity stolen again and again

What have I become?

Pushing her away

I lost myself out here but I

Inflicted the pain

The sound from your devious lips

Thread fear through my heart now

And turned to tear it again and again and again and again and again

Hollow words held hope

To care for my bleeding heart

A promise forgotten again and again

Hollow, hollow, hollow, ohh

Hollow, hollow, hollow, ohh

And again, and again, and again, and again

And again, and again, and again and again and again and again and again