Waves Control - Volumes

Fuck it, why don’t you just let me overdose?

I did it again, and woke up again

Tired of running from all these withdrawals, keep losing my friends

This might be my end

All of these drugs while I’m counting my ends

Fuck it I’m dead

Fuck it I’m dead inside…

And now you know why

Now that I’m gone, I’m on the run

Alone in my room I look down at my gun

Picking it up, I don’t want to give up

But I’m stuck in this rut that I’ve dug and I’m fucked

The drugs didn’t help

I blame myself for the shit I’ve been dealt

Tell you I’m cool but I’m losing my grip

Tell you I’m good but I’m losing my shit

You didn’t want to take him to the hospital

All you really wanted was his capital

Another one lost that we cannot predict

This is a plague and we cannot pretend

Another mistake too much gas in your lungs

When you stick in that needle and watch what’s alive (fuck)

Letting go of all I’ve ever known

I wanna feel the wave’s control

Tighten its grip around my throat

Crashing over me, I’m holding on

Feel the narcotics might never wake up

All of the bodies just start to pile up

And that’s when it hits you rips you perplexed

Now you are floating, it’s on to the next

Now I’m letting go, let the chemicals control

I’m holding on

Always dismissed do you get the gist?

I’m holding on

Letting go of all I’ve ever known

I wanna feel the wave’s control

Tighten its grip around my throat

You never really ever gave a shit

Always dismissed do you get the gist?

Always kneeling down

I’m an addict with a crown

Don’t you love the sound when my body hits the ground

Why don’t you just let me drown?

Fuck it, why don’t you just let me overdose?

I did it again, and woke up again

Tired of running from all these withdrawals, keep losing my friends

This might be my end

All of these drugs while I’m counting my ends

Fuck it I’m dead

Fuck it I’m dead inside…

And now you know why