When I Tried - Widowspeak

Same as I was then

I’m biting my hands again

And trying to waste my own time

When it’s wasted it feels like it’s mine

Tried to do some work today

Tried to go all the way

And got there meaning to talk

But then I had nothing to say

I was more alive when I tried

I was more alive when I tried

I was more alive when I tried

But you can’t try all the time

Took a day trip out of town

I used to think you brought me down

But the company is giving me life

Saturday I got this alright

But Sunday, the sun still sets in

What does it have to do with this skin

It’s not a cut or a scrape you can kiss

Why am I still like this?

I was more alive when I tried

I was more alive when I tried

I was more alive when I tried

But you can’t try all the time

But you can’t try all the time

But you can’t try all the time

But you can’t try all the time

But you can’t try all the time