Anxiety Attacks - Wrekonize

Yep, another sleepless night

My sister said my sad songs fuck with her psyche

It’s tough to keep it light, sometimes to even write

I gotta travel out far where the sunrise meets the beach at night

Just leak the secret twice

I know the odds are stacked against us in this laundromat

We drop coin we get it clean we live again we call 'em back

See, this is not another tale of suicide

This is an anthem for the ones that know its random when we do or die

I know I just sent ya the voice mail

Life’s a bitch, so use your time

While on the line to leave me some insightful shit

Cause it could be the last thing that you say

Last thing I hear, hear hear today gone gone tomorrow

So I’ll just take my place and cheer

In this cash parade I’ll just relax and stay low

Cause the stray bullets fly high above the palisade

Another matinee, another flashback to feelin' up

Girls on the bus and hopin' they don’t back away

And I have to say, if my mother’s sister never passed away

I often think what other path we take

This life is hidden in the siren’s song

If you can pick it out see you just might be lucky and survive it all

I’m tryna find the little kid in me

I know where he’s hidin', I’m tryin' not to let him grow

Without becomin' my own enemy

I just wanted you to know

Can’t you see this anxiety is killin' me

This anxiety is killin' me

Hello memories, I thought that was the end of me

Eventually, the tension ceasce, through our little centerpiece

And I’m upset it seems, even though I’m smilin' more than regularly

I never seem to lose my cool while enemies

Are tweetin' never squeak the leaks up out of they head

Bet they’d requote the note if they knew they was bout to be dead

This poisons got poison in it, and my drinking waters so acidic

I merely piss and pass a stone for critics

If you ain’t tried it, then you’ve never lived it

Well I apologize but I’m a cynic, could you be more specific?

I write these words that rhyme in lines for all my like of minds

And try to find the nicest time to prize this life of mine

What a beautiful day to lose our fucking heads

See its been truly amazin' to be stuck in bed

This life is hidden in the siren’s song

If you can pick it out see you just might be lucky and survive it all