Softie - WY

I just wanna tell you how I feel

But I don’t talk about my misery

To you, to no one

Don’t wanna drag you in

I just try to tell you how I deal

With all the shit I think

All the dark I see

And how I push through anyway

I do it all for you

I break my back for you

It’s all I wanna do

I feel like a shell of a person

Some new version of me

Something you didn’t think

I would be

Can’t act like I care

Can’t tell you enough

You’re enough

Can’t bring myself to say I love you

I just hope you know

I just hope you know

I just hope you know

I just hope you know

I just hope you know

I am tired of feeling in control

Being good and being pure

It’s overrated

Complicated

And I’m off my meds now

And I’m doing it again

And it’s getting harder acting like a friend

Can’t act like I care

Can’t tell you enough

You’re enough

Can’t bring myself to say I love you

I just hope you know

I just hope you know

I just hope you know

I just hope you know

I just hope you know

I just hope you know

I just hope it shows

I’m trying harder

I’m trying harder than before

I just hope you know

I just hope it shows

I’m trying harder

I’m trying harder than before

I just hope you know

I just hope you know

I just hope you know

I just hope you know

I just hope you know

I just hope it shows

I’m trying harder than—

I’m trying harder than before