self - Xona

Tell me why I feel this way?

Everything I ever wanted doesn’t stay

And I’m not talking 'cause I always feel afraid

You know me better, but you push me at astray

But you make me want to kill myself

All this guilt, maybe we can never fix in what we built, oh

Catch my tongue under bad weather

Just tell me everything is wrong

Tell me why I feel this way?

Everything I ever wanted doesn’t stay

And I’m not talking 'cause I always feel afraid

You know me better, but you push me at astray

But you make me want to kill myslf

All this guilt, maybe we can nevr fix in what we built, oh

Catch my tongue under bad weather

Just tell me everything is wrong

Tell me why I feel this way

'Cause I ain’t nothing to you, baby, I’m just your fuckin' astray

Yeah, you make me wanna kill myself every day

Won’t you leave me here and broken, I ain’t nothing but a play

'Cause I ain’t nothing but your damage, I don’t wanna be

Nothing but a false creation, I’m just ripping at the seams

Yeah, you make me wanna die now, I don’t want your plea

But there’s a bullet in my head, baby, I guess that’s it for me

But I don’t want your freedom, don’t think I even need 'em

Had to wash away the sins of the stories of a leader

Just leave me here and broken no my heart is not a token

If I killed myself today, would you leave your heart right open?

So tell me why, tell me why, why, why, why, why?

Would you cry?

Would you even stay here for the night?

So tell me why, tell me why, why, why, why, why?

If I would try, would you even go to look me in my eyes?