halfway house - Yesterday

I dont wanna see the stars anymore

I dont wanna keep in touch

I dont wanna feel used

So i dont think we should talk anymore

I know if i leave first you won’t have the chance to hurt me

I got it rehearsed

Learnt to assume the worst

Its the last time you’ll see me

Unless ur dreamin

Its the last thing i want

But we can’t even talk

I believe that you loved me

But loves not enough

Im not some ground just to walk on to distract you from him

I said to treat me better

You said ur tryin ur best

So much for discourse

You left me with hols in my chest

Im not the first choice and i ain’t cut out for this shit

Im not th one here to blame

But you dont know what ur sayin

Or what its doin to me

This halfway house doesnt feel like a home

U act so cold and i dont like the snow

Im not the one whos insane

Go 'head and block me girl

Ur no good for me anyway

This halfway house doesnt feel like a home

Ur hearts so cold and id rather be alone

So why do i still miss u

When i got reassurance from the people that mean the most to me?

Its prolly the codependence

Or that this pain is endless

And i dont wanna deal with everything on my own

But what’s there left to do

When the only thing i know

Is that i can’t rely on you?

Just let me fade away

Yeah i know u werent ready

But we ain’t on ur terms anyway