Moody - Youth Fountain

Things just won’t work out that’s what I keep telling myself

I’ll turn down any good thing that’s ever offered to me

Cause I know I won’t deserve it.

How could I deserve it?

When everything I’ve ever done, fell short and leaves me spun

Back into my crippling doubt

That’ll ever feel good about myself

'Cause nothing ever works out the way I imagined it

I just want to be out of this rut

I’ve been stuck in for over 10 fucking years

I want to know what’s wrong with me

What exactly caused this lack of human compatibility?

It still makes me weak at the knees, when I think of how

I still haven’t found the love I’ve been trying so hard to reach

With all the self-deprecation I wear on my sleeve

Or the cries for help that make people leave

Just shows that I’m too fucking weak

To keep holding on to this pathetic life I lead

The life I lead

What a waste I chase I’ve come this far

I breakaway, I break apart

If I could shake the way I made this start

Would I have a change of heart?

Would I have a change of heart?

Would I have a change of heart?

'Cause nothing ever works out the way I imagined it

I just want to be out of this rut

I’ve been stuck in for over 10 fucking years

10 fucking years

I know you don’t care