Ketamine - Yüth Forever

So sedate me, sedate me

So I can die happy

I’m not okay, I’m not alright

I’m sorry these tongue-tied words don’t come out just right

But it was nice to know you

It really was

I’ve watched everything I’ve tried to reach for

Just slip through the cracks

That’s why I overreact

Maybe you’d understand

Could understand why I’m desperate

Why I beg for attention

So sedate me, sedate me, so I could die happy

(So sedate me) but it was nice to know you

It really was

A backwards life

I’m a burden of a person

And I know that I do

Always feel out of place in a crowded room

Even my own fucking room

When its just one on one

Who I am and who I’ve been, coming undone

Just me here to pull the trigger

A Freudian slip

Arms dressed with the slits

My dirty little secret

A Freudian slip

Shoulder to wrist

Murderous and self-loathing

Eyes shut, veins coated

With cyanide I’m hoping that it stops my heart real slowly

Maybe I’ll start a trend

Load up your guns for your friends

Help them put it to their heads

The End.