Diamond Avenue - Zach Diamond

Diamond avenue

This afternoon

I think about my life and what I have to do

I can’t live in fear I got 1 life

Hurt people hurt people that’s the way it how goes

I feel like I hurt the people that I love most

And can you tell

The Devil wants me fail

And just to get to heaven man I had go through hell

Through the pain

Through the shame

Through Everything I became

There’s this pain

And this strain

In my veins

I can’t contain

I got trust issues everyday

I don’t trust anybody even Jesus got betrayed

My life is a mess

And Now I’m fighting death

I have to chase my dream now I can’t die with regret

I guess it’s preparation to my goal

Cause all that did was bring a desperation in my soul

Can I live?

Like HOV said it can I live?

Through everything that I did

Ever since I was a kid

I know this is the life that I really chose to live

Dear GOD can I live?

Yeah, Can I live?

Through everything that I did

Ever since I was kid

I know this is the life that I really chose to live

Can I live

When I see good

It will test evil

Why do the worst things happen to the best people

I need God

I really need an answer

Why did my Cousin

Have to get cancer

Please tell me why

Is everything for a reason?

Cause I don’t see a reason if he’s no longer breathing

See that made me doubt every single thing that I believe in

Now I’m looking at this life tryna find the true meaning

I only went to school

To make my parents happy

And now I’m looking in the mirror

Staring at me

I’m Ashamed

I didn’t believe in myself enough

To follow my gut and now I feel stuck

God I chase you

Look up and face you

Every time I have a breakdown

I always have a breakthrough

See I’ll drop this song

But I might regret it

I pray to God cause I don’t know where my life is headed