Count the Days - Zara Kershaw

I think I’m stuck in the same gear

I count the days since I’ve been here

I lived a while then disappeared

I’m wrapped in words and vitamins

I thought the fog was loosening

It bites until our bitter end

Stretched as far as I can reach

But I’ve been treading carefully

Lie awake to go to sleep but hear a monster underneath

Overthinking I’m without

‘Cause within I figured out

I’m just guessing when I say that maybe once day I will leave

I’m alive

And it could be much worse

I’ll be alright

But it could be better

I think I’m stuck in the same gear

I count the days since I’ve been here

Gone for a while then reappeared

I’ll bathe in salts and supplements

Relive our latest sentiment

This moment’s only transient

Looked a far as I can see

Maybe I’m just hard to please

Lie awake to go to sleep but see a monster in my dreams

Overthinking I’m without

‘Cause within I figured out

I’m just guessing when I say that maybe one day I will leave

I’m alive

And it could be much worse

I’ll be alright

But it could be better