The Truth I'll Never Tell - As It Is

How long’s it been, it must be months

I swear this time I meant to keep in touch

Like always

I’m calmly coasting off the rails

My teeth in battle with my fingernails

Like always

And I could tell you how I’ve really been

But would you even want to know

Don’t want to bring you down, down, down

If I open my mouth I’m only gonna bring you

Down, down, down

Bring you down, down, down

Bring you down

I organize the kitchen shelf

When I’ve been dwelling on my mental health

Like always

I’m bitter when I feel alone

I consciously confiscate my phone

It’s a small change

And I could tell you how I’ve really been

But would you even want to know

Don’t want to bring you down, down, down

If I open my mouth I’m only gonna bring you

Down, down, down

Bring you down, down, down

I feel the darkest cloud creeping in

I’d tell you but I wouldn’t want to bring you

Down, down, down

Bring you down, down, down

Bring you down

I turn around, you’re gone again

I know I’ll see you now and then

You’ll say hello and how you’ve been

I’ll say that I’m not better yet

(I wish that there was more to say)

I turn around, you’re gone again

I know I’ll see you now and then

You’ll say hello and how you’ve been

I’ll say that I’m not better yet

(I wish that there was more to say)

I turn around, you’re gone again

I know I’ll see you now and then

You’ll say hello and how you’ve been

I’ll say that I

Don’t want to bring you down, down, down

If I open my mouth I’m only gonna bring you

Down, down, down

Bring you down, down, down

I feel the darkest cloud creeping in

I’d tell you but I wouldn’t want to bring you

Down, down, down

Bring you down, down, down

Bring you down…

Down…

Bring you down…

Down…

Bring you down…