Barricade - Blair St. Clair

You said I need to change

Believe me, I’ve been trying

'Cause it’s not a phase

But I can’t let you in

Stuck inside a maze

I built up with suspicion

Searching far away

But the haze is setting

When you love me you give everything

Baby I’m trying to

Losing my mind for you

Learning how to fly with broken wings

Falling too carefully it’s bad for me

There’s a barricade, around my heart

Can’t tear it down, but it’s tearing us apart

There’s a barricade, around my heart

Can’t tear it down, but it’s tearing us apart, oh

I wish I knew when my starry eyes were brightest

I was blinded then, now I see what’s not true

Here we are again, the voices won’t stay quiet

But please believe in me, so I believe in me too

When you love me you give everything

Baby I’m trying to

Losing my mind for you

Learning how to fly with broken wings

Falling too carefully it’s bad for me

There’s a barricade, around my heart

Can’t tear it down, but it’s tearing us apart

There’s a barricade, around my heart

Can’t tear it down, but it’s tearing us apart, oh

My hope is stronger than my fear today in every way

'Cause you’re my home forever

I wanna be as open as you are

I’ve come so far, but has you make me better?

There’s a barricade, around my heart

Can’t tear it down, but it’s tearing us apart

There’s a barricade, around my heart

Can’t tear it down, but it’s tearing us apart, oh