Change of Heart - Homebound

I’ve been thinking that I wasn’t ever ready for this

Another mistake that I can add to the ever-growing list

But I can’t help this feeling

Never knowing

But I’m still hoping

I know you pray for a change of heart

But I keep going

But I can’t help this feeling

When there’s a will then there’s a way

Try again, come back another day

Twenty two and nothing new to show for it

I’m out of depth, I’m in too deep

Swallow my words, time to admit defeat

Forcing what I always knew would never fit

A conversation is long overdue

This might mean nothing to you

Just once for crying out loud

Please can you hear me out?

I tried and tried to make things right

So forgive me if I can’t forget this overnight

Never knowing

But I’m still hoping

As I keep my faith in a shot in the dark

You watch my life quickly fall apart

Pulled at the strings now watch me come undone

Try persevere and overcome the fear I had

This year instead I’ll never quit