Distrait - Homebound

The ones that hold some meaning

Yet I digress into shit without much substance

Self-deprecation in abundance

Loosened the screws from the overthinking

Nothing to lose but the weight I’m bearing

Lost in a world of my own, I don’t know where I’m going

Left feeling empty and cold but yet I’m still here breathing

Trying to find a way for me to open up and let you see through my distant eyes

All the things that I hide

I let my woes pent up inside

No means to vent I realized

To everyone and to myself

I’m acting like somebody else

And when it rains, it pours

I should’ve said before

I let this fester, tried to pretend that this was never on my mind

Look into my eyes

Show me what I hide

When I can’t let my feelings be known

I let this sadness swallow me whole

Watch the light fight the gloom

Or the cold halt the bloom on the dreams that I thought would help me grow