Love Lost - Icie, Lola Godheld

Truth of the matter is I shouldn’t be sitting here

It’s your wedding day it should be me there

I knew you before you knew him

And if I lose you, I lose everything

Wires got crossed found myself back in the 'friend-zone'

And now it feels cold and i’m all alone

Few know the secret that my heart holds

Mum said «You lost what you had son just let it go!»

Your Mum died I was there to wipe your tears

I felt like a hypocrite I should’ve known what courage is or was

Right here, right now should I reveal my feelings?

Maybe I should just leave it?

I mean I wanna' be happy for you

But my heart is steady asking for you

Where she at?

And is she coming back?

If I don’t speak up now there’s no turning back!

I guess will never what could become of this

I wish you could see that I had so much to give

Ay-Ay-Ay-Ay-Ay-Ay-Ay-Ay-Ay!

It cut so deep when you broke your promises!

What I’m 'bout to do now will cause a scene

Sitting on the fourth row thinking 'bout you and me

Because a lifetime with you ain’t enough

In death I’ll search for your warm loving touch

And I can see us sun, sea, sand with mojitos

Dancing to calypso on our honeymoon flow

What do you do when you feel love is lost?

Do you keep fighting?

Do you just brush it off?

I been planning what to say for a while

I guess I’ll know what to say when I step into the aisle

Sweat patches under my suit jacket

What I do now I do for love so don’t panic!

Measures are way past drastic

No… I ain’t trying kill a marriage

But Mr 'I-don't-know-you' I don’t know you

So if there’s still a chance at love I’m gonna' grab it!

Project my voice across the pews

Footsteps towards the altar, screaming «I love you!»

It’s mutual and you know it’s true

Look lets escape now, don't let fear deny you

Tears in her eyes, I wait for her reply

She says «I love you too, lets escape into the night!»

5 months later she became my wife

3 years later that’s my ex-wife

It’s so true how they say love is blind

She ended up leaving me for another guy

Take time to know what you really want

Truly assess if love is truly lost