So Close - Icie, TRAVIZWILDE

So close to hitting you

So close to things getting physical

So close to being so sick of you!

You should see the way my friends ALL look at you

My head spinning, reminiscing

How I never said a word

Now you listen!

You were supposed to build me up

But you broke me down

So I had to escape from your prison

Don’t talk just listen!

It was way over way before I even said so

Red flags I should’ve seen them from the get go

You said you love me I turned my head slow

That’s just something that my heart wouldn’t condone

Tongue like a dagger, my heart didn’t matter

It’s funny how my heart said leave you, but fear said keep

You there!

You would cut my heart right out if… given the chance

I won’t let you torture me no more

I’ll be brave and stand up tall to you

I’m worth so much more

That’s your loss

Man I would’ve fallen to pieces over

Everything that you put me through

I feel colder and the one who made this way was you

Now I’m over you!

Man!

I can see now how we never would’ve made it

Damn!

I can see now why my love I had to fake it

Cos' you just couldn’t respect me always trying to check me

Good guys always get treated like dirt

Life’s been trying to tell me, trying to tell me

I guess I feared you cos' your voice was louder

All up in my face arguments getting louder

They say NEVER hit a woman

I don’t wanna Chris Brown a woman

That day clenched fist I almost hit a woman

Please don’t judge me I’m only human

I guess I should’ve kept it real from the get go

Done and dusted pssh… man gotta let it burn slow

I feel like a fool rapping what I should’ve said

I should’ve been a man, should’ve said it to your face

Now I have self worth, now I know who I am

I can say I forgive you

Facebook told me your married and having a baby

Wishing you all the best no ifs buts or maybes

I learnt things from that situation

I will NEVER end up in that situation again

OUTRO

Written by Icie and TravizWilde