Words of Wisdom - Near Death Condition

I vomit for being born human

I spit my disgust for all that is

At an age where nothing pleases me

And where joys are reduced to physiological needs

Every night I fall asleep

With the expectancy of never waking up

Getting lost in oneiric eternity

Avoiding he brutal return to ephemeral reality

Happiness this degrading delusion

Supreme insult to intelligence

Leads us to naively marvel

At the worst mundane silliness

I’m moving with lucidity as my only light

Through darkness of the masses of decerebrate

And useless parasites

Towards absolute nihilism

Into the crystalline firmament of cold purity

Complete destruction is the basis of purity

To timelessly deny the world

Leads to absolute wisdom

Otherwise only hate and contempt remain

My heart has changed to stone

When I realized that anything we believed

In as children

Was actually lies destined to fill our

Meaningless existence

Of stinking carcass avid for vain and low pleasures

The only way to recover from nihilism is to go

Back to chaos

Rejecting all we have learned

More than killing ourselves

It’s going back to that unborn state to choose

To never come to life