Are You Listening? - Rivals

I can’t blame her for what she did

I just needed someone there to listen

I was fifteen, thinkin' that I shouldn’t exist

Head deep to the bottom of a bottle

While skiing down a mountain

Not praying for tomorrow

Maybe if you tried a little bit harder

You would’ve seen I was holding the lighter

'Cause I was trying so hard to change

But no one was listening

Maybe if you could’ve seen through the fire

I wouldn’t have been such a damn disaster

You could’ve tried to bear my pain

But you weren’t listening

Can anybody hear me?

Where am I supposed to go?

You don’t ven listen, it’s all I know

Can anybody hear m?

Where am I supposed to go?

I don’t wanna live in this broken home

I don’t blame you for the things I did

Didn’t I know that these habits were gonna be consistent?

I’m just lucky that I’m not dead

Eyes closed while I’m breathing in the ocean

I’m choking on these verses, drownin' in emotions

Maybe if you tried a little bit harder

You would’ve seen I was holding the lighter

'Cause I was trying so hard to change

But no one was listening

Maybe if you could’ve seen through the fire

I wouldn’t have been such a damn disaster

You could’ve tried to bear my pain

But you weren’t listening

Can anybody hear me?

Where am I supposed to go?

You don’t even listen, it’s all I know

Can anybody hear me?

Where am I supposed to go?

I don’t wanna live in this broken home

Ten years and I can’t speak

I just didn’t wanna burden you

Didn’t you ever stop and think

I just need a little help too?

I get so caught up in me

Forget what it’s like to breathe

And if there’s one thing you made me hate, it’s me

When we don’t speak

You only let me drown, you can’t leave

'Cause you weren’t around

If there’s one thing you made me hate, it’s you

Can anybody hear me?

Where am I supposed to go?

You don’t even listen, it’s all I know

Can anybody hear me?

Where am I supposed to go?

I don’t wanna live in this broken home