Change Things - Rivals, Dutch Melrose

Tried to find hope in happiness

But at some point I lost my plans

Think I faded in this process

And the reaper is my only friend

Trying to find my way home

Sitting pretty on my tombstone

Smile wide

Got close with the graveyard

Trying to find where to start

'Cause I’m casket-sized

Can’t seem to change things

Wearing white to my funeral

I’ll probably die alone

So bitter and I’m staying cold

Wearing all white Gucci in this chapel

Knowing I can’t change things, change things

Flexing that I’m stronger than I really am

But I can’t change me, change me

Devil knows I don’t keep my friends

Heaven says I should have regrets

Do you think they’d care if I went?

'Cause at this point I feel like I’m spent

Trying to find my way home

Sitting pretty on my tombstone

Smile wide

Got close with the graveyard

Trying to find where to start

'Cause I’m casket-sized

Can’t seem to change things

Wearing white to my funeral

I’ll probably die alone

So bitter and I’m staying cold

Wearing all white Gucci in this chapel

Knowing I can’t change things, change things

Flexing that I’m stronger than I really am

But I can’t change me, change me

Yeah, ain’t no other way to change it now

This can’t be everything I am

This ain’t gonna be the end

So tell me I did alright, fill the void I’ll never be

Running from the hillside, your words hanging over me

It’s easy to see it, I only need to believe it

'Cause if I try to change the past

All I hear is dial tones

I want everything to last, but it’s out of my control

I can only do me and I’ll put that on God

I can’t be what I’m not

Can’t seem to change things

Wearing white to my funeral

I’ll probably die alone

So bitter and I’m staying cold

Wearing all white Gucci in this chapel

Knowing I can’t change things, change things

Flexing that I’m stronger than I really am

But I can’t change me, change me

Can’t seem to change things

Wearing white to my funeral

I’ll probably die alone

So bitter and I’m staying cold