Loaded Gun - Tsu Surf, Joe Budden

Loaded gun…

Bang bang bang…

Bang bang bang…

Feels like a loaded gun, bang

Loaded gun, loaded gun

Aiming right, bang

Aiming right at my head

Loaded gun, bang

Loaded gun, loaded gun

Firing up, bang, at my head

Walking through life

Not really knowing what’s gonna happen

Living in fear, in fear of me relapsin'

The streets keep calling, bang

There’s no time for talking

So what you wanna know first?

These streets or these drugs, which one is worse?

Well, damn, shit, this is a cold world

Could only prop a nigga right for a warm hearse

I know, so many niggas trying to cap Tsu

Cause this buzz big and this hat blue

So many answers in this capsule

At the point where I’m feeling like I have to

Well, ever felt you wanna get away?

Man, I hate when that happens and shit

Cause you feel the same way when you back from the trip

But fucking with the same vice or getting back with the bitch

Dark room, thoughts, weed

Demons spread from nothing but sweat

Thinking, thinking like French kissing the fifth, right?

Right, or maybe Russian roulette

Four thorns break to a part

Couple blunts, but I swear I bought more to spark

It’ll be a long night.

Think I should’ve took a left, made the wrong right and

still trying to right wrongs

Shit, these troubles seem life long

Survive or try to paint pictures daily as Picasso

Grandma pray, and I don’t

But I’m here so it’s working, shit, it gotta be

How can something I give so much to

Still wanna take a lot of me?

Shit, we don’t dare to ask, oh shit, we don’t care to ask

If I close my eyes and let it go I probably won’t hear the blast

Feels like a loaded gun, bang

Loaded gun, loaded gun

Aiming right, bang

Aiming right at my head

Loaded gun, bang

Loaded gun, loaded gun

Firing up, bang, at my head

Walking through life

Not really knowing what’s gonna happen

Living in fear, in fear of me relapsin'

The streets keep calling, bang

There’s no time for talking

Thinking what am I here for, sometimes a nigga feel dead

Thinking what do I care for, just a fucked up pill head

Nothing left, can’t share more, just know a nigga tried, Lord

But an old addicts, old habits

Give another meaning to the term 'Vice Lord'

And I still ain’t spoke to my pops

We should have handled this much sooner

Don’t agree with me, just be with me

After all I’m still your junior

Look, got two trying to make me choose

They don’t get this shit cut close

If I could ever tell him the truth

I might say I’m in love with both

And that can’t be the answer, no, gotta go see grandpa

I’m up here fighting with broads

He down South fighting with cancer

And I can’t make that same mistake

That I made years ago with grandma

Gotta put my career on hold

And go see him while I still got the chance to

Stained by what I can’t do, this pain substantial

And a millionaire couldn’t come and solve it

No, this debt ain’t financial

More like a loaded gun, and these thoughts keep stalking

I’m caught in between a war of words

What’s worse is I’m the only one talking

Feels like a loaded gun, bang

Loaded gun, loaded gun

Aiming right, bang

Aiming right at my head

Loaded gun, bang

Loaded gun, loaded gun

Firing up, bang, at my head

Walking through life

Not really knowing what’s gonna happen

Living in fear, in fear of me relapsin'

The streets keep calling, bang

There’s no time for talking