Stuck - Tvbuu

I had a long night

Sometimes I don’t know

Why the fuck I’m breathing

I wanna pack up everything

Sometimes I feel like leaving

I wake up every single day

As I repeat my life

I stare inside the mirror

Feel it eating deep inside

I do not see myself

I see someone else

You know it’s sad

When you do not recognize yourself

I said I want I want the wealth

But I can feel my health

Slowly spiral down

As I start to lose myself

I drink another bottle

Every single night

I’m hoping that it takes away

The pain deep inside

I don’t care for suicide

Because life is

Beautiful sometimes

I wanna see it

Then you see me lose my mind

And it’s sad

Cause life isn’t how it used to be

I don’t really care for friends

I’ll Tell you Truthfully

I got homie

That I haven’t seen in a few years

Because he’s doing time

Man I’m wishing you were here

It’s like

My entire circle

Slowly breaking up

I don’t know if it’s part of life

If it’s fake or what

But

I have shed so many tears

That nobody’s seen

Man I’m wishing you were here

& it’s lonely

When you are

Traveling your own road

Walking by yourself

And you don’t know where to go

Got no one to talk to

Staring at these walls

You gotta hold your head up

And try to never let it fall

I’ll knock these pictures off the damn wall

So sixk of giving a fuck

So after-all

With Everything that I’ve been going though

I just fall

So you can leave me by myself

I don’t care after-all

I’m feeling so much pain

Building up inside my heart

I’m feeling lost

And I don’t even know where I should start

Maybe I should give up

Maybe I should just give in

With everyday that’s passing me

My patience’s getting thin