Has Been - Widmore

I never meant for things to go down like this

So underplay and I’ll be fine

I hope you’re happy

When you look back

And see you never really had a choice

Of where you’re going and how to get there

But your lack of control

Has left you stranded without

(hope of rescue)

Oh, why have I always been so blind?

There’s no saving you

With so much left uncertain

Will you please just let me…

…lie here waiting

For the waves to come and take me away

I’ve always wanted to really know

If I’m afraid of sinking

I want to feel like I’ve done more than I could

(To be honest I’m hoping that I)

Will be misunderstood

How can I fix myself

When everything around me seems to fade?

It comes in waves while I let it take me under

(But it makes me wonder)

…lie here waiting

I understand that I am not worth saving

I’m well aware and I know

How hard it gets

When you get lost

Still finding out

How dark it gets

I never figured it out

I think I’ll figure it out

But to be honest

I’m already falling short

Tell me why

If you’re so god damn alone then why waste time

In believing I’m still coming home when I’m not?

Calm down

Let it all out

I want you to be safe

I want you to be proud

Whether or not

I recognize it

My demons they somehow still know where to find me