This Hell - Widmore

A way back to the time when I could look you in the eyes and know I’d ever feel

the same

Retrace the blame

I know a better way

Within this home

The conversation holds more than what we know within ourselves

A monster lives to decimate our love and bury it

Where it won’t be found

So tell me how

Tell me how do you justify leaving so much behind?

It’s sickening to know this was never more than

The taste of another lie

Are you satisfied?

I’m losing touch with all the things that keep me here

And I’ve been hoping that this would end

That these thoughts would keep out of my head

And I’ve been counting sheep over my bed

Trying to fall back asleep

Take me away from myself

I never thought I’d be afraid to tell

The truth from the depths of my chest I’ve been running

(No, we won’t be a part of the problem)

Been running from the consequence

Lifelessness is a tragedy that gets the best of me

Holds us away so we refuse to dream

I need to get away

To not be a slave

Just another vessel stranded in the hurricane

I’ve been hoping that this would end

That these thoughts would keep out of my head

I’ve been hoping to break all the change that you’ve made in such a hollow

place (I've been counting sheep over my bed, trying to fall)

Take me away from myself

I never thought I’d be afraid to tell

The truth from the depths of my chest I’ve been running

(No, we won’t be a part of the problem)

Been running from the consequence

So take me away from this Hell

It’s been so long that I can’t even tell

Is this who I’m willing to be is there nothing that can save me?

(No, we won’t be a part of the problem)

Tell me how do you justify leaving so much behind?

It’s sickening to know that this was never more than

The taste of another lie

Are you satisfied?

I’m losing touch with all the things that keep me here

Take me away

From this place where you’ve been

So misguided and searching

To be something more than animals

But we find a way to breed and decay